.entah.

.ini bukan lagu afghan.

aku ingin mengarut disini.

tapi xde idea.

.entah.

alhamdulillah.

aku da sehat dari keserabutan yang lepas.

dia?

.entah.

mungkinkah beliau bahagia?

atau tidak terpalit langsung rasa bersalah.

aih.tak habis-habis lagi ke?

.entah.

dka5-s4rian.

kenapa?

aku amat bertuah kerana ditempatkan bersama kalian.

kenapa?

.entah.

pelajaran dan pembelajaran.

ok je.

kenapa?

walaupun aku tidaklaa sepickup yang lain tapi aku suka sgt dengan keputusan untuk further study nih.aku happy.

kenapa?

.entah.

syarina.

aih?

mu pun ade ke?

bakpe?

best sepanjang kenal dengan mu.

kenapa?

.entah.

wani.

ko pun?

aih.

ko laa kawan paling baik, yang tak pernah bersua muka.

kenapa?

ko tanyalaa ko sendiri.

kenapa lak cam tu?

.entah.

apa lagi yang aku nak merepek kat sini?

hmm.

haa...

.entah.

kenapa?

.entah.

mengapa?

.entah.

siapa?

.entah.

dimana?

.entah.

bila?

.050210.0050.

.bukan lagu afghan.

.famous last words.

ehem!

mungkin ini adalah entry terakhir aku yang menceritakan keserabutan itu..

thanks to wani..

sebab blog dialaa yang bagi aku idea nak wat entry nih.

.famous last words.

Now I know
That I can't make you stay.
But where's your heart?
But where's your heart?
But where's your ... ?

And I know
There's nothing I can say
To change that part,
To change that part,
To change.

So many
Bright lights that cast a shadow,
But can I speak?
Well, is it hard understanding
I'm incomplete?

A life that's so demanding,
I get so weak.
A love that's so demanding,
I can't speak.

I am not afraid to keep on livin',
I am not afraid to rock this world alone,
Honey, if you stay, you'll be forgiven,
Nothin' you can say can stop me goin' home!

Can you see my eyes are shinin' bright
'Cause I'm out here on the other side
Of a jet black hotel mirror?
And I'm so weak.

Is it hard understanding
I'm incomplete?
A love that's so demanding,
I get weak.

I am not afraid to keep on livin',
I am not afraid to rock this world alone,
Honey, if you stay, you'll be forgiven,
Nothin' you can say can stop me goin' home!

These bright lights have always blinded to me.
These bright lights have always blinded to me.

I say,
I see you lyin' next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak,
Awake and unafriad,
Asleep or dead!

'Cause I see you lyin' next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak,
Awake and unafraid,
Asleep or dead!

'Cause I see you lyin' next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak,
Awake and unafraid,
Asleep or dead!

I am not afraid to keep on livin',
I am not afraid to rock this world alone,
Honey, if you stay, you'll be forgiven,
Nothin' you can say can stop me goin' home!

I am not afraid to keep on livin',
I am not afraid to rock this world alone,
Honey, if you stay, you'll be forgiven,
Nothin' you can say can stop me goin' home!

.030210.2110.

.shuhida.

.nurul shuhida binti ariffin.

kawan aku yang paling busuk.

haha.sori ida.

betapa lamanya beliau tidak contact aku.

last2 hari ni dia leh msg lak.

.o1o210.1139.

"amin, mu frust ke?"

aih!

sejak bile mu panggil aku amin?

aku rasa cam baik gile kalau ade orang panggil aku dgn nama 2.

aku pun jawablaa ye.

(last entry punya cerita)

beliau terus bertanya.

"sape? sape berani sgt 2?"

ida.anda yang saya kenali, memang cukup ganas.

terima kasih kerana concern.

aku pun ceritalaa.

dia pun bagilaa macam2 advise.

banyak lagi ni da, nanti-nanti da free aku call mu.ok.

.moral of the day.

even teruk macam mana pun anda rasa dibuang.

carilah mereka yang supportive untuk guide anda.

lot of thanks for those yang banyak tolong aku sepanjang keserabutan ini.

.syarina.wani.family.farhana.shuhida.athari.apek.even dka5-s4.

.and people yang terpaksa aku rahsiakan nama mereka.

.THANKS.

u guys are so supportive!

rock!

.010210.1817.